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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    6:38 pm
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    @@@@@She was planning to lure birds and animals to
    her roomThen she'd paint their pictures on her wall
    Scarlett listened to Cat's plans and watched her laborious preparations
    with pride in Cat's determination to create a world that would satisfy
    her even without Billy in itShe could learn from her four-year-old
    daughter, she thought sadlyOn halloween she gave Cat the birthday
    party that the little girl designed for herselfThere were four small
    cakes, each with four candlesThey ate one of the cakes themselves,
    sitting on the clean floor of Cat's tower sanctuaryThey gave the
    second one to Grainne, eating it with herThen they went home,
    leaving the other two cakes for the birds and animalsThe next day
    not a crumb was left, Cat reported with excitementShe didn't invite
    her mother to come see
    The tower was all hers nowLike everyone else in Ireland, Scarlett
    read the newspapers that autumn with alarm that grew into outrage
    For her, the alarm was caused by the number of evictions reported
    The farmers' efforts to fight back were perfectly understandable as far
    as she was concernedAttacking a bailiff or a pair of constables with
    fists or pitchfork was only a normal human reaction, and she was sorry
    that it stopped none of the evictions
    It wasn't the fault of the farmer that crops had failed and there was
    no money from sale of the grainShe knew all about that herselfAt
    nearby hunts the talk was always about the same thing, and the
    landowners were much less tolerant than ScarlettThey were worried
    by
    the instances of resistance by farmers"Dammit, what they expect?
    If
    they don't pay their rents, they don't keep houses
    They know that, it's always been like thatBloody gence, that's
    what's going on But Scarlett's reactions became the same as her
    neighboring tate owners' when the Whiteboys entered inThere had
    been
    - tered incidents during the summer
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    6:43 pm
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    He rapped his fist lightly against my headI flinched away from him, and he folded his arms
    “Jamie thinks she's talking to him“Not really fair to play the kid like
    that–but that's assuming a sense of ethics that clearly does not apply
    I wrapped rolex submariner replica my arms around myself
    “Jeb does have a point, though–that's what's killing me! Whatare you after? The Seekers'
    search wasn't well directed or even… suspiciousThey only seemed to be looking for you–not
    for usSo maybe they didn't know what you were up toMaybe you're freelancing? Some kind
    of watches gucci undercover thingOr…”
    It was easier to ignore him when he was speculating so foolishlyI focused on my kneesThey
    were dirty, as usual, purple and black
    “Maybe they're right–about the killing-you part, anyway
    Unexpectedly, his fingers brushed lightly once across the goose bumps his words had cartier watch replica raised on
    my armHis voice was softer when he spoke again“Nobody's going to hurt you nowAs long
    as you aren't causing any trouble…” He shrugged“I can sort of see their point, and maybe, in a
    sick way, itwould be wrong, like they sayMaybe there is no justifiable reason to… Except omega automatic seamaster that
    Jamie…”
    My head flipped up–his eyes were sharp, scrutinizing my reactionI regretted showing interest
    and watched my knees again
    “It scares me how attached he's getting,” Jared muttered“Shouldn't have left him behindI
    never imagined… And I don't know what to do about it nowHe thinks Mel's alive in louis vuitton multicolor there
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:46 pm
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    The trucks started again, and moved jerkily in low gear for a few hundred yards before they stopped
    "What's the matter, boy, you in any hurry?" Wilson asked softly
    "We might as well get rolex ladies watches where we're goin'
    They remained sitting there for a few minutes, and then began to move againA battery they had passed on the road was firing, and another one a few miles ahead also had gone into actionThe shells whispered overhead, perhaps a mile above them, and the men listened dullyA machine gun began to fire far away, and the sound carried to them in separate bursts, deep and empty, like a man Tiffany Bracelets beating a carpetMartinez took off his helmet and kneaded his skull, feeling as though a hammer were pounding himA Japanese gun answered fire with a high penetrating shriekA flare went up near the horizon and cast enough light for them to see one anotherTheir faces looked white and then blue as though they were staring at each other across a dark and smoky room"We're gettin' close," someone saidAfter omega de ville the flare had died, it was possible to see a pale haze against the horizon, and Toglio said, "Something's burning
    "Sounds like a big fight going on," Wyman suggested to Red
    "Naw, they're just feeling each other out," Red told him"There'll be a helluva lot more noise if something starts tonight The machine guns sputtered and then became silentA few mortar shells were landing somewhere with a flat gucci mens wallet thudding sound, and another machine gun, much farther away, fired againThen there was silence, and the trucks continued down the black muddy road
    After a few minutes they halted again, and somebody in the rear of the truck tried to light a cigarette"Put the goddam thing out," Croft snapped
    The soldier was in another platoon and he swore at Croft"Who the hell are you? I'm tired of just waiting tiffany's jewelry around
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    Mammy, too, Scarlett The life-long jealousies and cruelties between
    them were forgotten in their joint need to help the old black woman
    They brought down all the pillows in the house to prop her up, and
    kept
    the croup kettle steaming constantlyThey spread butter on her
    cracked lips, spooned sips of water between themBut replica gucci nothing eased
    Mammy's strugglesShe looked at them with pity"Don't wear
    yo'selves out," she gasped Scarlett p,ut her
    fingers across Mammy's lips Why, oh why, she raged silently to God, why
    couldn't You let her die easy, when she was wandering in the past?
    Why
    did You have to wake her up and let her suffer so? She was good all
    her life, chloe dior always doing for other people, never anything for herself
    She deserves better than this, I'll never bow my head to You again as
    long as I liveBut she read aloud to Mammy from the worn old Bible
    on
    the nightstand by the bedShe read the psalms, and her voice gave
    no
    sign of the pain and impious anger in her heartWhen night came,
    Suellen chloe paddington lit the lamp and took over from Scarlett, reading, turning the
    thin pages, readingThen Scarlett took her placeAnd again Suellen,
    until Will sent her to get some rest"You, too, Scarlett," he said
    "I'll sit with MammyI'm not much of a reader, but I know a lot of
    the Bible by heartBut I'm not leaving Mammy She sat on
    the floor and leaned Tiffany Necklace her tired back against the wall, listening to the
    terrifying sounds of deathWhen the first thin light of day showed at
    the windows, the sounds suddenly became different, each breath more
    noisy, longer silences between themScarlett scrambled to her feet
    Will rose from the chair"I'll get Suellen," he said
    Scarlett took his place beside the tiffany's jewelry be
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    6:38 pm
    @@@@@The governor isn’t one of the Jackal’s army
    @@@@@The governor isn’t one of the
    Jackal’s army of old menHe’s a different kind of recruit, probably like that lawyer Gates in
    Boston—just bought or frightened, no soul involved
    “You’re certain? Your brother-in-law is certain?”
    “The man’s out on his boatHe was given a bare-bones outline but that’s all, and his orders were
    that he’s not to be told anything else until it’s all over
    The Frenchman sighed“It’s a pity my mind is so old and so filled with saltIf I had
    remembered, we could have used him
    “How could we have used him?” asked Bourne, again holding out his arms
    “He removed himself to the gradins—how is it said?”
    “The bleachersHe’s out of the game, only an observer
    “I’ve known many like himThey want Carlos to lose; he wants Carlos to loseIt’s his only way
    out, but he’s too terrified to raise a hand against the Jackal
    “Then how could we turn him?” Jason buttoned the tunic as Fontaine manipulated the belt and
    the cloth behind him
    “Le Caméléon asks such a question?”
    “I’ve been out of practice
    “Ah, yes,” said the Frenchman, yanking the belt firmly“That man I’ve appealed toHow?”
    “Très simple, monsieurWe tell him the Jackal already knows he’s turned—I tell himWho
    better than the monseigneur’s emissary?”
    “You are good Bourne held in his stomach as Fontaine turned him around, pressing the lapels
    and the ribbons of the jacket
    “I’m a survivor, neither better nor worse than others—except with my womanThen I was better
    than most
    “You loved her very much, didn’t you?”
    “Love? Oh, I imagine that’s taken for granted although rarely expressedPerhaps it’s the
    comfort of being familiar, although, again, hardly with grand pas
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    6:38 pm
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    It was after four, but at least she was on her way, instead of on the
    train that was just leaving Galway"Where can I buy a good horse?"
    she asked the station master"I don't care what it costs, as long as
    it has a saddle and bridle and speed She had almost fifty miles
    still to goThe owner of the horse wanted to bargainWasn't that
    half the pleasure of the selling? he asked his friends in the King's
    Coach bar after he replica rolex submariner bought a pint for every man thereThe crazy
    woman
    had thrown gold sovereigns at him and gone off like the devil was on
    her trailAstride! he didn't want to say how much lace she was
    showing nor how much leg with no decent covering to it at all, only a
    silk stocking and some boots not thick enough to walk on a floor with,
    never even to imagine resting in a stirrupScarlett led the limping
    horse across the bridge into miu miu bag Mullingar just before seven o'clockAt
    the livery stable she handed the reins to a groom
    "Ne's not lame, just winded and with a weakness," she said"Cool him
    down slowly and he'll be as good as he ever was, not that he was ever
    muchI'll give him to you if you'll sell me one of the hunters you
    keep for the officers at the fortDon't tell me you don't have any,
    I've hunted with some of the officers, and I know where they Chanel Purse rented
    their mountsChange over this saddle in under five minutes and
    there's an extra guinea for you By ten after seven she was on her
    way, with twenty-six miles ahead and directions for a shortcut if she
    went cross-country instead of following the roadShe rode past Trim
    Castle and onto the road to Ballyhara at nine o'clockEvery muscle in
    her body ached, and her bones felt splinteredBut she was only a
    little over prada messenger three miles from home, and the misty twilight was gentle
    and soft on eyes and skinA gentle rain began to fallScarlett
    leaned forward, patted the horse's neck "A good walk around and
    rubdown
    and the best hot mash in Counrv Meath for you, whatever your name
    is
    You took those jumps like championNow we'll trot home easy, you
    deserve the rest half-closed her eyes and let her head lollShe'd
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    6:42 pm
    @@@@@ What will happen then? You know what will
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    What will happen then?
    You know what will happenJeb will shoot him, or they'll kick him out
    Maybe Ian will beat the snot out of him firstThat would be fun to watch
    Melanie didn't really mean it–I didn't think so, anywayShe was just still mad at me for risking
    our lives to save our would-be murderernd if they kick Kyle out for me… or kill him… I shudderedell, can't you
    see how little sense that would make? He's one of you
    We've got a life here, WandaYou're jeopardizing thatAnd I'm… well, I'm me
    Melanie groaned in disgust
    “Wanda?” Ian demanded
    “Nothing,” I muttered
    “You're a rotten liarYou know that, right?”
    I kept my head down and breathed
    “What did he do?”
    “Nothing,” I lied
    Ian put his hand under my chin, pulled my face up“Your nose is bleeding He twisted my
    head to the side“And there's more blood in your hair
    “I–hit my head when the floor fell
    “On both sides?”
    I shrugged
    Ian glared at me for a long momentThe darkness of the tunnel muted the brilliance of his e
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@At least once or twice every night, a man on
    @@@@@At least once or twice every night, a man on guard would awaken the entire squad and they would sit in their holes for almost an hour searching the field beneath them in the silver uncertain moonlight
    Occasionally, they would hear the crackling of some rifles in the distance sounding like a bonfire of dry twigs on an autumn day, and often a shell or two would arch lazily overhead, sighing and murmuring before it crashed into the jungle beyond their linesAt night the machine guns would be hollow and deep, and would hold the mournful boding note of primitive drumsAlmost always, they could hear some noise like a grenade or a mortar or the insistent shrill tatting of a sub-machine gun, but the sounds were so far away and so muffled that in time they disregarded themThe week went by in an uncomfortable suspended tension which they felt only in their unvoiced fear of the towering mute walls of Watamai Range on their right

    Every day a ration detail of three men would trudge over to the hill on which the adjacent platoon of A Company was bivouacked, and return with a box of 10-in-l rations and two five-gallon jerricans of waterThe trip was always uneventful and the men did not dislike it, for the monotony of the morning was broken and it gave them a chance to talk to someone other than the men in their squad
    On the last day of the week, Croft and Red and Gallagher filed down their hill, wove through the six-foot kunai grass in the valley beneath them, emerged into a bamboo grove, and from there followed the trail that led to A CompanyThey filled their empty water cans, strapped them to pack boards, and talked for a few minutes with some of the men in A Company before starting backCroft was leading them, and when he reached the beginning of the trail he halted, and motioned to Red and Gallagher to come forward
    "Listen," he whispered"You men were making too goddam much noise coming down the hillJust 'cause this is a short distance and you got a little weight on your back don' mean you're supposed to wallow round like a bunch of goddam pigs
    "Okay," Gallagher muttered sullenly
    "C'mon, let's go," Red mutteredHe and Croft had hardly spoken to each other all week
    The three men filed slowly down the trail keeping a distance of ten yards between themRed found himself treading warily, and he realized with a trace of anger that Croft's command was influencing himHe walked along for many yards trying to determine whether he was afraid of Croft's anger or his caution came from habitHe was still debating this when he saw Croft stop abruptly, and creep through some bushes on the side of the trailCroft turned around and looked at Gallagher and him, and then waved his arm forward in a slow silent motionRed looked at his face; Croft's mouth and eyes were expressionless but there was a poise and tension about his entire body which was imperativeRed crouched and moved up beside himWhen the three of them were together, Croft held his finger to his mouth, and then pointed through a break in the foliage beside the trailAbout twenty-five yards away there was a tiny hollo
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@Tarleton said, smiling"I tried to break
    @@@@@Tarleton said, smiling"I
    tried to break their legs when they set the ice house on fire, but they
    ran too fast for me to catch them That was the time they came over
    to Lovejoy and hid in our barn," said Sally"The cows went dry for a
    week when the twins tried to get themselves a pail of milk to drink
    Everyone had a story about the Tarleton twins, and those stories led to
    others about their friends and older brothers-Lafe Munroe, Cade and
    Raiford Calvert, Tom and Boyd Tarleton, Joe Fontaine-all the boys
    who'd
    never come homeThe stories were the shared wealth of memory and
    of
    love, and as they were told the shadows in the corners of the room
    became populated with the smiling, shining youth of those who were
    dead
    but now-at last-no longer lost because they could be remembered with
    fond laughter instead of desperate bitternessThe older generation
    wasn't forgotten, eitherAll those around the table had rich memories
    of Old Miss Fontaine, Alex and Tony's sharp-tongued, soft-hearted
    grandmotherAnd of their mother, called Young Miss until the day she
    died on her sixtieth birthdayScarlett discovered that she could even
    share the affectionate chuckling about her father's tell-tale habit of
    singing Irish songs of rebellion when he had, as he put it, "taken a
    drop or two," and even hear her mother's kindness spoken of without
    the
    heartbreak that had always before been her immediate response to
    the
    mention of Ellen O'Hara's name
    Hour after hour, long after plates were empty and the fire only embers
    on the hearth, still the talk went on, and the dozen survivors brought
    back to life all those loved ones who could not be there to welcome
    Tony homeIt was a happy time, a healing time
    The dim, flickering light of the oil lamp in the center of the table
    showed none of the scars of Sherman's men in the smoke-stained
    room and
    its mended furnitureThe faces around the table were without lines,
    the clothes without patchesFor these sweet moments of illusion, it
    was as if Mimosa was transported to a timeless place and hour where
    there was no pain and there had never been a WarMany years
    before,
    Scarlett had vowed to herself that she would never look back
    Remembering the halcyon preWar days, mourning them, yearning for
    them
    would only hurt and weaken her, and she needed all her strength and
    determination to survive and to protect her familyBut the shared
    memories in the dining room at Mimosa were not at all a source of
    weaknessThey gave her courage; they were proof that good people
    could suffer every kind of loss and still retain the capacity for love
    and laughterShe was proud to be included in their number, proud to
    call them her friends, proud that they were what they wereWill
    walked in front of the buggy on the way home, carrying a pitch pine
    torch and leading the horseIt was a dark night, and it was very
    late
    Overhead the stars were bright in a cloudless sky, so bright that the
    quarter-moon looked almost transparently paleThe only sound was
    the
    slow clop-clop of the horse's hoovesSuellen dozed olf, but Scarlett
    fought her sleepin
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    6:38 pm
    @@@@@“Well, I thought—” “Don’t thinkYou were
    @@@@@“Well, I thought—”
    “Don’t thinkYou were checking the maid service on the west path, that’s all The deflated Pritchard headed for the office door, which had been opened moments
    before by the nameless Canadian doctor
    “I doubt it would make much difference what he said,” offered the physician as the assistant
    manager left“That’s a small zoo down thereThe combination of last night’s events, too much sun
    today and excessive amounts of alcohol this evening, will augur a great deal of guilt in the
    morningMy wife doesn’t think your meteorologist will have much to say, John
    “Oh?”
    “He’s having a few himself, and even if he’s halfway lucid, there aren’t five sober enough to
    listen to him
    “I’d better get down thereWe may as well turn it into a minor carnivaleIt’ll save Scotty ten
    thousand dollars, and the more distraction we have, the betterI’ll speak to the band and the bar and
    be right back
    “We may not be here,” said Bourne as his brother-in-law left and a strapping young black
    woman in a complete nurse’s uniform walked out of StJacques’s private bathroom into the office
    At the sight of her, old Fontaine approached
    “Very good, my child, you look splendid,” said the Frenchman“Remember now, I’ll be holding
    your arm as we walk and talk, but when I squeeze you and raise my voice, telling you to leave me
    alone, you’ll do as I say, correct?”
    “Yes, sirI am to hurry away quite angry with you for being so unniceThere’s nothing to be afraid of, it’s just a gameWe want to talk with someone who’s
    very shy
    “How’s the neck?” asked the doctor, looking at Jason, unable to see the bandage beneath the
    brown shirt
    “It’s all right,” answered Bourne
    “Let’s take a look at it,” said the Canadian, stepping forward
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    “Thanks but not now, DoctorI suggest you go downstairs and rejoin your w
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    6:38 pm
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    She thinks Something bad happened, and I don't
    know who I amOr what all these
    bright surrounding images are
    She thinks Libbit? Is my name Libbit? I used to
    knowI could talk in the used-to-know, but now my
    words are like fish in the new cartier waterI want the man
    with the hair on his lip
    She thinks That's my Daddy, but when I try to say
    his name I call "Ird! Ird!" instead, because one
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    like broke, and that word is crookitMaria and Hannah come inShe
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    She thinks I called Maria and Hannah the Big
    Meanies in the used-to-know and realizes she knows
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    And they laugh, those meaniesI want my
    Daddy and can't remember how to say him; that word
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    and fly awayI say
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    I'm under the bandage, smelling the iodine, smelly
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    6:51 pm
    @@@@@They swiftly appraised my expression–which
    @@@@@They swiftly appraised my expression–which was, hopefully, sleepy–and
    then ran along the length of the van, darted into the darkness behind us, flashed forward to the
    stretch of highway ahead, lit by our headlights, and came back to my faceThey repeated the
    course another timeThis knowledge made my palms sweaty, but I tried to keep the panic from my
    voice
    “I'm so sorry,” I apologized in a loud whisperI glanced at Jared, as if checking to see whether
    our words had woken him“I think… well, I think I might have fallen asleepI didn't realize I
    was so tired
    I tried to smile remorsefullyI could tell I sounded stiff, like the too-careful actors on the
    television
    The Seeker's eyes traced their route again, this time lingering on JaredMy heart jumped
    painfully against the inside of my ribsI pinched the pill tighter
    “It was irresponsible for me to drive for so long without sleep,” I said quickly, trying again to
    smile a little“I thought we could make it to Phoenix before I would need rest
    “What's your name, miss?”
    His voice was not harsh, but neither was it warmHe kept it low, though, following my cue
    “Leaves Above,” I said, using the name from the last hotelWould he want to check my story?
    I might need someplace to refer him to
    “Upside-down Flower?” he guessedHis eyes flickered around their courseWere you on the island?”
    “No,” I said quicklyBetween the great rivers
    He nodded, perhaps a little disappointed
    “Should I go back to Tucson?” I asked“I think I'm quite awake now
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    9:45 pm
    @@@@@What's May look like?" "She's a goddam
    @@@@@What's May look like?"
    "She's a goddam little hellion," Wilson said"Smartest little bugger you'd ever want to see Remotely, he felt his face twisting into a smile"Ah tell ya, she can jus' twist me 'round, an' she knows itShe's one hell of a little girl
    The pain in his belly became acute again, and he lay there panting, absorbed only in the racking demands of his body like a woman in childbirth"Ohhhh," he groaned thickly
    "You got any other kids?" Brown asked quicklyHe massaged Wilson's forehead with slow tender motions as if he were soothing a child
    But Wilson did not hear himHe was concerned only with his pain, and he fought against it numbly, almost hysterically, like a man grappling in the dark, pitching with his opponent down an endless flight of stairsProtesting, whimpering from the pain, he reeled into unconsciousness, his mind seeming to revolve over and over beneath his closed eyelids
    Brown continued to massage Wilson's foreheadIn the darkness, Wilson's face seemed connected to him, an extension of his fingersAn odd complex of emotions was working in BrownWilson's cries of pain, his shouts, had alerted Brown, made him worry about enemy patrolsIt shattered the security of the grove, and reproduced the isolation of their position, the vast empty stretches of the hills around their little woodHe flinched unconsciously every time he heard an unexpected soundBut it was more than fear; he was keyed very high, and every quiver, every painful gesture of Wilson's body traveled intimately through Brown's fingers, through his arms, deep into his mind and heartWithout realizing it, he winced when Wilson wincedIt was as if his brain had been washed clean of all the fatigue poisons of experience, the protecting calluses, the caustic salts, the cankers of memoryHe was at once more vulnerable and less bitterSomething in the limitless darkness of the night, the tenuous protection of the grove, and the self-absorbed suffering of the wounded man beside him had combined to leave him naked, alone, a raw nerve responding to every wind and murmur that filtered into the wood from the bare gloomy hills in the blackness about them
    "Just take it easy, boy," he whispered
    All the lost things, the passions and ambitions of his childhood, the hopes that had curdled and turned to bile, swashed through him
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    6:44 pm
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    been here, I'll skin you alive Scarlett ate two cookies and a dinner
    roll in the storeShe carried two sacks of baked goods home and up
    to
    her room, hiding them under her capeA telegram had been placed
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    it said as signatureDamn! She'd thought it was from Rhett, begging
    her to come home or telling her that he was on his way to fetch her
    She crumpled the flimsy paper angrily in her fistThen she smoothed
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    just like she was reading hersScarlett hummed a waltz tune and
    danced around the room holding the telegram against her heartHe
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